"My
experiences in nature have been some of the most memorable parts of my
childhood and early adolescence. During those years I was fortunate
enough to love sitting alone at sunset on a hill looking our across the
fields, the early night air filled witht he sound of crickets and the
smell of hay. Those warm summer days were spent watching the changing
clouds with endless fascination for they seemed to speak to me in a
language that I somehow understood."
Environmental
Education Student, Project
NatureConnect
"I
vividly recall the lightening storms that I watched from a farmhouse.
For a young child those electrical storms were both frightening and
thrilling. To this day I believe that those storms have provided me
with a powerful reminder of he brilliance and magical force of nature."
Environmental
Education Student, Project
NatureConnect
"As
I reflect back upon my experience in nature I am filled with a deep
sense of reverence for the earth and profoundly touched by my
connection to all beings. I feel that these formative experiences have
become a core part of what move me and motivate me to pursue work in
Environmental Education."
Environmental
Education Student, Project
NatureConnect
"My
experience today is shaped so strongly by my early connection with the
land and it's protective, nurturing and spirutual essence. I return
often to those memories of interconnectedness and feel so grateful for
having experienced them."
Environmental
Education Student, Project
NatureConnect
"I
most deeply know the peace and joy of solitude when I open up to my
connection with nature's essence. Doing so then enriches my connection
to the important people in my life and gives me balance between
connection and aloneness."
Environmental
Education Student, Project
NatureConnect
"I
awoke very early one day and saw the sky lightening through my window.
I felt invited to go the beach with a cup of coffee and got there
seconds before sunrise. I sat on my log and drank in the crystal clear
sky, which had a vibrant liquid orange band stretched above the horizon
and the lake as smooth as glass. Within seconds of arriving, a small
spot on the water began to glow orange and before my eyes it spread and
spread until a small arc of the sun itself rose straight out of the
water. It only took about two or three minutes and the sun was fully
out. I welled up at the magnitude and the beauty and the silent
simplicity. I felt blessed to be alive and a witness to what seemed
like a birth of a new day and a sensuous deliverance of myself. I could
feel myself being wonderfully released along with the sun.
My
trust of nature's essence as a fact was enhanced by this experience
because I was so directly and immediately affected by this repeatable
and trustable display of earth's love of and dependence upon the sun's
light. I depend upon it as much as the earth does. If I thought this
was my last sunrise and my last experience of that kind of connection I
would feel bereft.
Environmental
Education Student, Project
NatureConnect
A
couple of years ago i went back home to the mountain, a place I had
not for almost twenty years. I am not sure why this was the time I was
to go home but I knew it was. Something drew me to go there and to the
peak of the mountain. I had spent my youth there.
It
was a hot sunny July day and we hike towards the peak of the mountain
and swam in a lake that I used to skinny dip in as a child. I contued
to the top, a place I had not been for almos twenty years. The hike was
hot, strenuous and it was a and incredible accomplishment on the
broiling day. the peak provided me with a magnificent view of the city
, mountains and the ocearn The place and view was the same as I had
remembered. I felt an incredible sense of joy and relief the be there.
I
think back on that incredible day on the mountain now and I know that
it was a time for me to let go of my past and open the door of my
future. And that is what happened as to long after muy life took som
incredible changes. These changes have been personally incredibly
positive and I know that it all started from the day.
Environmental
Education Student, Project
NatureConnect
My
fondest memory of experiencing the essence of my being was a "stand
still" moment at Quispiis. I was eleven years old. I recall sitting the
beach; my hands and fingers gently over the round, smooth, warm flat
shones. The grey-blue ocean stretched out into the horizone blending in
with the light blue skies. The sun shone on the pacific sea waves. The
ocean sparkled brightly. In one movement I lay on the beach and blended
in with the universe. I looked up and saw two bald-eagles circling
above me. As I watcher the eagle circle above, my senses became alive
to the sounds and smells around me. I heard children laughing or
squealing, dogs barking, birds singing; sealions barking, the sound of
a sea plane in the distance the steady drone of a fish boat trolling
the ocean. The sea breeze across the sand whiffed a salty-scent deep
into my nostrils. This warm ocen breeze gently embraced me. I had a
sense of feeling one with mother earth, with a deep spiritual
connection to the universe. Quite often I go back to this special
moment for comfort, warmth or inspiration and groundedness.
Environmental
Education Student, Project
NatureConnect
When
I was ten years old my parents and I went to Saskatchewan for a holiday
in a small cabin beside a lake for a couple of weeks. I spent alot of
time swimmining, playing around in the woods, walking down the dirt
roads discovering the new smells and and experienceing the quiet. Many
time I was there alone fishing and looking atht the lake. It was during
these moments that I realized how well sunset and open water
complemented each other. I saw how a lake settles as darkness nears,
people on boats would slowly disappear, kids spalashing around would
slowly return to the cabins. The quietness of the lake is when the
attractiveness ot the environment truly came to light. The loons would
be calling out, the frogs would start sounding and the lake would
becomne like glass. Thinking back, I realize how fortunate I was. Not
may people from the suburbs of Montreal had time to experience the lake
as it presented itself. I have a sense that it helped me learn how to
appreciate what nature had to offer and that I wanted to spend more
time in nature. It was a great time. I learned and gained some very
valuable memories.
Environmental
Education Student, Project
NatureConnect
When
I was eight I went to summer camp for the first time in a wilderness
setting wher we slept in canvas tents. It was all boys and it was my
first time away from home. It was a time on innocence and naivete. The
smell of pancakes and wet tent are stuffed in the crags of distant
memory. The best part of summer camp was the nature hike leader. He was
lively and dynamid and funnyt abnd caring and engaging and knew
everything about nature. He lead us on a one-day hike that whose theme
was the boreal foret and outdoor survival and from time to time he
would make us stop and listen Stop and listen. One of the most
important things I try to pass on in my daily relations with my
studens, co-workers, my family, visitors...stop and listen. We rarely
take time any more to internalize our natural surroundings. The
regenerative and rejuvenating power of this simple activity abounds.
Environmental
Education Student, Project
NatureConnect
A
hike in the Osa Peninsula is particularlay attractive and memorable to
me because of its pure senssory nature. I recall very vidily may of the
scents, tasts, texturs, sight and sound o f the experience. The
transitons of the day are also marked iin my mind" our departure on a
humid morning, the building tension of the oncoming storm, the cool
relief and refreshment it provided, and the emerging heat of our
return. I remember my personal transition as well moving from worry
ofver the possibility of bad weather to concern at staying dry until
finally giving in and embrcintg the pounding rain. It is one of the
most refreshing things I have experienced. I still smile as I recall
sliding down the slippery slopes, getting knee-deep in the river, being
cvovered in mud, and never so at one with the earth.
Environmental
Education Student, Project
NatureConnect
The
nature hike leader made us write our name in the sand and then asked us
questions about why we used this letter or that size and then he picked
up a grain of sand and said that it already had his name written on it.
"We're made of the same stuff and we have an intimate connection to
this planet." Then he shifted gears and asked us to think that the
grain was our planet and the other grains were the stars in the
universe, an ovewhelming cosmic adventure for an eight year old. He
challenged our minds and our bodies and left us satieated. We were in
awe of his mastery and in his non-offending sensibilities to guestion
and guide and share. We need more leaders like him.
Environmental
Education Student, Project
NatureConnect
I
remember my brothers and I reaching the mountain top. We started at 5PM
iand hiked into forest then alpine then show. The sun set and we
clembed in darkness theough icy crevbass fields to the south col. As we
dreached it in darkness, the moon came int view behind the Roman Wall.
I rmember being bahted in this blue electrifing light. When we reached
the summit, the sun rose and bathed the ipeak in a pink glow, casing a
50 mile shadow to the coase. I felt on top of the world and utterly
joyful. The return of that morning into forest surrounded by streams
was rejuvenating. It left me sensing all my bodey, brathing differently
, moving differently and deeply connected. Felt more real. For years
I've come to realize the vital importance of me getting out every 2-3
weeks for a major hike/trip.
Environmental
Education Student, Project
NatureConnect
I
am going through a breakup with my partner and am thinking about things
that are most important to me. I am finding a great difference between
my intuitions and my instincts. My instincts, which include my senses
tell me to stay with my partner. I am still so attracted to Renny in
many ways. But the rationale of my inner intuition tells me that I need
to move on. There have been many external signs as well. In the natural
area I visited, I was attracted to a group of trees, and I remembered
roaming in the woods before I was with Renny, and that lost sense of
freedom and autonomy.
Focusing
on my senses in the wild allowed me to be away from, and my attraction
to Renny. Being connected to the Earth helped me evaluate my connection
to my partner and how it was serving me.
I
think I am getting too "attached" to Renny. Meaning- my time of
learning and growing with my partner is over, but I cling to the
relationship out of a need for connection. Out of a lack of deep
connection with the Earth and people, I find someone that I can cling
to and hold on to. What I really need to do is let go and work on
building deeper relationships with people who I am not in love with and
be with the Earth.
I
find that being connected with all possible aspects of nature dissolves
my addictions and allows me to be free and think clearly. It teaches
the part of me that attaches to things that are changing to let go and
be free, and to let myself change and grow.
Ecology
Student, Project
NatureConnect
A
FRIEND'S RESPONSE: I was attracted to your realisation that a
connection with nature allows you to be free from attachments in
relationships. Since moving to here and then since starting this course
I have felt such an unconditional love from nature that I no longer
search for love in a way that I was previously. I no longer have a need
to be loved as I know now that I am nine leg loved, and I am love :-).
I have a whole new outlook on relationship issues and am so happy to be
by myself at this time because really I am not by myself at all.
Ecopsychology
Student, Project
NatureConnect